It's friday at last - though the weeks never do seem to take up much time - and I am looking down a long week-end already becoming filled with "to-do's." I have a feeling of aliveness under my skin and it is quite nicely translating into thesis time (and productivity actually)... But I am still left with the feeling that I am losing something...what it is I can't quite say - and that is a good deal of the pain from the losing... It's almost like I am watching the people I love here slowly be drawn away from me, all of us being taken our separate ways...well, perhaps that is actually what it is. I am out of touch (more so than usual and that is saying something) and the distance will only grow with time...
I could say that it is part of growing up and leaving the proverbial nest, but I have given in too easily in the past and have lost too much as a consequence... now I just need to figure out what to do...
say a prayer for us when you have a spare moment
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How to describe one's own thoughts?
i am the
- LiLosSoljr
- i am found here in my words... or perhaps somewhere between all of the words...i know i'm headed somewhere - trying to see what i can of the world while out in it, learn what i am able while on the way, and love who and what i meet while getting there
2 comments:
It was wonderful to see you, my friend! You, and your fellownious with you.
It is strange. I suppose that the giant slingshot of fate is pulling us each back in our own direction in preparation for launch. And we need to get used to being apart from each other because no one is coming along for the ride. The next phase of life will bring in new friends that need room to be accepted...
yeah, I feel the same way. I haven't seen you for the whole damn semester.
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